After witnessing the latest in a string of public displays of affection, I have really begun to believe that I am actually ready to put myself out there for a REAL relationship. No matter what I've said in the past, I don't really think that I actually wanted a relationship for a few years now. I've wanted companionship. I've wanted... ahem... benefits. I've even wanted a little romance here and there. But I don't think I've truly wanted a relationship since my failed engagement in 2005. Wow, has it really been that long? Yes... yes it has. To all of the failed crushes in the past five years, and the mistakes, and the flirtations... and for the benefit of my mother, who reads this blog, I'll stop with flirtations... It was something... but it wasn't real and I think I'm finally ready for REAL.
Now is the more complicated part.
Where, how, when can I find the yin to my yang, or the yang to my yin... pretty sure after a quick perusal of wikipedia that I'm looking for the yang to my yin. Regardless, I'm just hoping that he's just hanging around looking for me too. Okay, so I may sound like a sentimental fool, but in the end, those who know me best know that I really am... and not just the fool part.
Yang... can't wait to meet you, or if we've already met... can't wait to know you better.
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